Youtube google chrome facebook make me sad

I have now 6 blogs (Blogger by Google), but they start to say I spam; I do this and that!!! So I don't know what to do; also, sometimes on Facebook they cause me some problems. Maybe I must go on TIK TOK!!!!! If I can't have my blogs, it's like they cut my balls... Maybe you don't know my situation; I have stayed at home for many years all the time except to go to the doctor, and my life is the internet. FB and my blog. They kick me from Youtube, so i have acces to YouTube, but I can't have access to the list of my favorite channels, my song playlist, etc. I am very sad. Maybe I will keep only one blog and only talk on my SWL contest? The AI (artificial intelligence) of these companies is really crazy. I don't make money like some YouTuber who has millions of subscribers. I have tried to contact YouTube, but it's impossible. Fortunately, I have few friends on FB and family members. I think if I were single, I would get crazy and blow a fuse. Thank you, Frank SWL F14368

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